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Who can wait?

2012-02-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

Plans for the weekend!

Friday, Chingay parade, supper? home.
Saturday, Lion City, Marina barrage, KTV, Mahjong!
Sunday, rest day, family day

2012-02-02T17:22:00.002+08:00

2012-02-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

2012-02-02T17:18:00.002+08:00

AWESOMENESS IN USS!

2012-02-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

USS on Friday, 27 Jan 2012.

well, it was a long day for us..

Morning drove all the way to jurong as tall needed to report to camp before 8am..

Waited for him in the car and at about 830am his was out.

Drove all the way back to my house and get changed.

Met mabel and weizhen at eunos Mrt station at 945am.

USS all the way till 7pm. fetch weizhen to yishun and mabel to tampines.

Headed to simei for our new iphone 4s screen protector.

Oh. tall and me got iphone 4s white on the same day but different place.

20 inches pizza!

2012 is coming, Wish for a great year ahead.

2011-12-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

Next month will be a very fast month.
Celebrating my birthday on 1 Jan. Got i'm turning 21!

Office will stop working on the 19th and only returning back to work on 30th. Kinda cool. Like almost half of the month not working? I wanna go somewhere, and do many things and of cos get some rest.
Planning on USS, ice skate and maybe a short get away trip. But not everyone can. Hmmm. Maybe i could only go USS and ice skate.

Shermeen's birthday celebration on 11 Feb
Mabel's birthday celebration on 18 Feb
Beijing trip on February from 25th- 2nd. 7 days.

I hope........................

2011-12-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

I guess this is another disappointment that I'm about to go through.

A thousand years

2011-12-22T11:09:00.001+08:00

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

Tall!

2011-12-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

Tall went to phuket on the 28 November and he came back on the 5 December.
He touched down at 1pm, I reached there at 2pm after doing all the errands.
In the end, they came out only at 4pm. Because they went shopping in the transit.
Back to his place, he unpacked his stuff and took out all the stuff that was for me.
Spent time watching tv, forcing im to bathe, reading horoscope from twitter and listening songs.
Cabbed home around 11pm:)

As for today, tall's phone can't on!
He called me using alex's phone and that's how i know.
So no text from tall till tomorrow when he gets home! hahahaha!
Friday is coming! :)

Craziest things to do in the world..

2011-11-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

Biggest Swing in the World in Queenstown (Nevis Swing)

In the Nevis Canyon in New Zealand you can find the biggest swing in the world, this is not for people afraid of heights!! Talke about crazy things to do.
Some facts:
■The World’s Biggest Swing
■300metre Arc
■120m rope length (That’s longer than a rugby field!)
■160m above the river
■Swing options: Forwards, Backwards, Tandem, truck’n trailer, 69, back2back, Honeymoon & much more.
■Release options: Leave it up to the Ops Crew, let your mates take charge and use the remote or release yourself!

The Steepest Ride in the World

“Takabisha, an attraction with the steepest descent in the world, is currently being build. The huge roller coaster will undoubtedly be a new milestone for theme-park lovers looking for a adrenaline rush.

On July 16 (2011) the “Takabisha” opens in Fuji-Q Highland Park for the public. In the shadow of Mount Fiji, the visitors can make an unforgettable ride. The ride is a kilometer long, in which there are 7 loopings, but the end of the ride is the most spectacular: a free fall of 43 meters.
It is said that the passengers experience weightlessness during the terrifying dive down. “Takabisha” take the title of steepest ride from the Mumbo Jumbo at Flamingo Land in Yorkshire, UK.

The walking dead season 2.

2011-11-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

The Walking Dead Season 2.

2011-11-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

I seriously need back massage and legs massage..
Well, it's Thursday now! This week gonna be a busy one too.
Nad going to phuket for 8days with his family. How i wish i'm be able to go.
Oh i'm going beijing next year. I can't wait for next year. Though I'm turning 21 on 2nd Jan.
Just gonna have a small celebration. Oh. I'm gonna give myself a birthday present. But it will not be that soon. Maybe after Feb? hahah. Can't wait though!

Been doing nothing at work.. Listening to songs, looking at blogs, tumblr, facebook and searching for weird stuff. LOL! Can't wait to end work. Adeline is sick. So no laughter today.

2011-11-24T13:59:00.000+08:00

I want this:) Gonna be so sweet!

Can i have those eyes?

Oh..This is damn nice!

2011-11-24T11:56:00.001+08:00

Life has been awesome for me!
What about yours?

2011-11-24T11:55:00.002+08:00

cuteness!

2011-11-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

Oh my god! So cute!! I want an owl too!

Feeling hungry!

2011-11-17T11:46:00.000+08:00

Can i have this on my weekend?

I do laugh like this...

2011-11-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

Clapping, collapsing, spazzing, hyperventalating.

And when I try to stop laughing

Truly..

2011-11-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

2011-11-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

I like this colour! So nice!!

Oh nice!

Yes, truly.

Is this a light? So cute!

Almost done!

2011-11-10T10:23:00.002+08:00

My bedroom is almost done. Left with fixing back the wardrobe's door, touching up and rearranging my stuff. Let's go ikea soon! Well doubt we can make it this week? Can't wait to use my new queen size comforter, new bed sheet too! It's Thursday now! Can't wait for Friday :)
oh it will be 11/11/11 tomorrow...
Hope it will be a good one.

Going over to Ade's place with debong on Saturday morning! Gonna take away mcbreakfast for the 3 of us. Staying over at ade's place to hang out! BBQ on saturday night as it will be benji's birthday on 13/11/11. Brother's birthday on 12/11/11. But guess he will be celebrating it with his friends...

Top ten disturbing movies?

2011-10-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

Googled for the sickest movie and not below are the top ten sickest movies.

I’m gonna watch them but not all obviously.

Irreversible
Men Behind The Sun
Salo: 120 Days of Sodom
Ichi The Killer
Murder-Set-Pieces
Guinea Pig: Flower of Flesh and Blood
Cannibal Holocaust
Cutting Moments
Aftermath
August Underground’s Mordum

Oh yeah Human centipede is one of it I guess. Watched it few years back hoping for something more interesting! Human centipede II will be out soon! This time round its 12 human combined instead of 3. I can’t wait though. It’s Friday today! I like this week!
13 cells on Saturday! I can’t wait! The rest of it I need to get my cupboard painted! Bedframe is coming next week!

Kinda cool

2011-10-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

1.Stare at the RED STAR for 30seconds
2. Turn ur eyes to e surface of a wall
3. Keep blinking ur eyes and see was happens… Enjoy

Halloween at USS:)

2011-10-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

USS for Halloween party event with Nad and his camp mates together with their girlfriends.
It was my first time going to USS. Its awesome though not all of the rides were open.
Zombies everywhere and their pros were nicely made. I like the part where we were like walking on a L4D / The walking dead street. It's kinda cool! After going for this Halloween event, I realized that I'm not afraid of most of the things. I used to be very scared of haunted house. But now, I'm no longer that scared. I used to be very timid whenever i step into the haunted house. I could just close my eyes, cling onto someone i know and run as fast as i can! Of cos pulling and pushing that someone to run with me. Now, i could walk in front or anywhere. Or maybe it was Nad that gave me security? hahah! Well, i don't know. But I guess he is more timid than me! hahahha! Let's go to USS in the day again! This time I'm gonna bring my DSLR.
Photos will be uploaded soon!
Stayed tuned!

2011-10-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Had candy floss today from Adeline!

So cute!

Not at all i guess.

This boy is extremely adorable!

2011-10-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

So now i have the song that i have been searching for all these days. Dash Berlin feat. Jonathan Mendelsohn - Better Half Of Me (Acoustic).
Can't wait to sync it to my phone!
I'm so gonna do it later after work!

Every morning until death do us apart

2011-10-20T11:49:00.001+08:00

In a relationship, married or not… You should read this.

Marriage.
“When I got ...home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

Well, I saw this on facebook.
I almost cry while reading it. I held back my tears as I'm in the office.

2011-10-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

Awwww. So cute.

Yummmy!

This is really hot.

This is adorable!

Sweet.

Little things.

2011-10-20T10:00:00.001+08:00

Nad's handmade surprise and left it at my door, just to cheer me up because I'm down the day before.

Thank you for making me feel human. :)

Room makeover.

2011-10-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

Bought 6 wallpaper stickers from Gmarket. Total cost of everything is only $64.20

Good deals? I can't wait for them to arrive. Gonna paint my room and cupboard this weekend onwards.

Oh yeah. I asked my dad to build a sofa for me and I'm gonna put in near my window. Just like the picture below. My bedframe will arrive at Nov 5th. So I need to get everything Painted before Nov 5th. Pink, Antique, brown, white will be my room colour i guess. Too excited.

Can i have all these?

2011-10-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

Sweets!

I think this is pretty cool. How can i do that?

Look at all those shadows. Awesome.

I want:( Looks damn nice.

But in singapore, we don't have such, simple and nice Ice cream?

Aren't they cute?

Can i have this for breakfast please?

Happy 4 years to Ade and Hugo:)

2011-10-18T17:19:00.001+08:00

Adeline and Hugo 4 years Anniversary.

How sweet can it be.

It's a surprise from Ade to Hugo.

Well, It's turn out to be fine after all.

Uploading pictures to photobucket now. It's still loading.

Will upload all the pictures maybe tmr?

Stay tuned:)

Adrian is so cute.

Most of the guys don't know how to smile!

Fireworks.

Nice shots right?

Wedding Lunch and marina Barrage

2011-10-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

Attended Charlottle and John's wedding lunch on saturday.
John which is Ms Lim's son. Ms Lim which is my manager and also Adeline's 3rd aunt.
First time attending wedding lunch. I think it's rather good.

Well, Nad waited for me at Marina square for almost 4 hours well i attend the wedding.

After the wedding, nad drove my car and i went back to get something. Because I'm too lazy to drive. LOL!

All things done, brought my kite and my roller. Headed down to marina barrage to fly kite. Been quite sometimes though. We shall go again and bring your sister along! :)

Time for some fresh air!

What's more exciting?

2011-10-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

G-Max Reverse Bungy on friday night after work with Elvina and Shi Hui.
It was alright. Not that scary to me after all. I want to try sky diving and all those exciting rides!
Introduce me something that you think it's scary and exciting that makes your heart pounds faster than usual.
Pin xun was the photographer. Thanks for helping us to take pictures and video:)
Chupitos bar for shots after dining at ma maison.
Tried kiss of death and paddle pop. I would like to try dead baby next time.
Let's go next week Tuesday?

better half of me

2011-10-17T13:42:00.001+08:00

Broken promises die, like roadkill
Their on the side of the street
Concrete casualties of love
Chewed up and spit out
Raise high then dropped down
And now I don't know what's left of me.

(but)I'll collect myself and crawl through the shadows.
Reach up my hands to the sky and shout out
I'll never make these same mistakes again.
Cause someone up there holds the key to my heart
I'd do everything to tear it apart
By never allowing myself to let you win.

When all I want is for you to see.
The side that I don't show to anyone in fear that they may turn and run.
Alone and incomplete,
No more tears to cry and no more blood to bleed.
I'll fall forever endlessly
When you should be the ground beneath my feet
The better half of me.

When all I want is for you to see
The side that I don't show to anyone in fear that they may turn and run.
Alone and incomplete,
No more tears to cry and no more blood to bleed

G-Max Reverse Bungy

2011-10-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

It's friday baby.
Gonna try out the ride at Clarke Quay which is G-Max Reverse Bungy!
I'm all excited even by looking at pictures. Oh my i can't wait!

2011-10-14T13:43:00.001+08:00

Adorable!

2011-10-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

Simple and yet loving.

All about us.

2011-10-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

Take my hand, I’ll teach you to dance.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright.

The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s all about us.

Suddenly, I’m feeling brave.
Don’t know what’s got into me,
Why I feel this way.
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you,can I hold you close?

The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s all about us.

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, it’s all about us.
It's all about us.
It’s all, all, all, all.
Every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt,
But it’s all about us.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, it’s all about us.
It’s oh oh all about us
(hey-ey hey)
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh,
It’s all about us.

Forever and always

2011-10-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

Forever And Always Lyrics at elw

She sitting at the table
The hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why is something wrong?
She looks back to the window and suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something happened and she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knee first and he said

I want you forever
Forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened, but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside where they would stay

Stay there forever
Forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
But always remember
Wether rich or for poor or for better
We still love each other
Forever and always

Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplets
And he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes and she says

I want you forever
Forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
But always remember
Wether happy or sad or whatever
We still love each other
Forever and always
Forever and always
Forever and always

She finishes the vows, but the beeps are getting to slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says
I love you forever
Forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you forever and always

That's what I'm asking for.

2011-10-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

Trueful, honest, faithful, loyal, trust and that's love.

2011-10-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

Bullshitting, Bootlicking..

I guess it's kinda difficult for guys.

Yes i do:D

2011-10-12T16:16:00.001+08:00

I'm so gonna do it perfectly, I know i can't be perfect but I will do it.
Lets do it together Adeline and Shihui!

2011-10-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

What do you think?

2011-10-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

The bean family

2011-10-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

This is so cute.

Lets watch this!

2011-10-11T15:28:00.001+08:00

Watch My bloody Valentine yesterday. It's was alright not too good and not so bad. But it's kinda lame..
Gonna rewatch Art of the devil 1,2 and 3 soon! This weekend shall we?

Art of the Devil (2004)

Art of the Devil 2 (2005)

Art of the Devil 3 (2008)

Oh boy you are so cute!

2011-10-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

The one on the extreme right.

Which one?

2011-10-11T12:03:00.000+08:00

2011-10-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Vijay!
Ordered KFC and Pizza hut for his celebration.
Finally durian cake! His favourite.
We are all damn full now.

Okay I'm gonna shop later:)

Someone like you.

2011-10-07T16:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

I guess so.

2011-10-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

She's too fucked up. She doesn't want a boyfriend. She's too damaged.

Why?

2011-10-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

Why do relationships always start off so fun and then turn into suck-a-bag-of-dicks?

2011-10-06T11:17:00.000+08:00

Beautiful picture.

What about this colour?

Yummy?

2011-10-04T16:30:00.002+08:00

Friends with benefits tomorrow?

White and Pink?

2011-10-04T15:52:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna repaint my room with the colour combination of Pink and white? I hope it's nice. What colour should my bed frame be? Dark brown? Black? or red? Like cool. So many things to be done. Paint my waredrobe, cardboard, my ceiling and the wall. I hope it will turn out to be nice:D

2011-10-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

Baby you know that

Maybe it's time for miracles

'Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know that.

2011-10-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

2011-10-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah man!

Not something new to learn about.

2011-10-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

Guys, just one favour.

2011-10-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

Just one favour.

No one will ever be there.

2011-10-03T16:06:00.000+08:00

Something that can only be seen in a movie.

2011-10-03T16:02:00.000+08:00

Awwwww..

♥

mickey and minnie:D

2011-10-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

Ain't this cute?

If only it will stay.

2011-10-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

NICE, i like. Any idea where is this?

Sleepy

2011-10-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

I feel so sleepy now because i slept at 430am last night all thanks to that someone. haha.
I guess I'm gonna make myself 1 big cup of ribena soon. Too sleepy for everything. Glad that I don't have to work in the evening later. So I guess I'll be getting my money and my wearable back from marcus tonight, not forgetting to return him his paddle that he left in my car boot. Nothing much to do at work now. I need to find something to do.. So sleepy:(

Learning.

2011-10-02T14:14:00.003+08:00

Swim, Sentosa, Massive Jam at PIE and Supper at 126.

On Saturday.

I know I'm not a photographer. But i just own an over priced camera.
I'm still learning though.
Ben, if you see this you know what to do !
Teach me! hahaha

YOU!

Guy Savoy Restaurant.

2011-10-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

Friday evening after work, Ade, Hugo and I cabbed down to MBS.
Dined in at Guy Savoy with Ade's family.
First time i tried Goose Liver. Thanks to Adeline for not telling me that it's a goose liver. But it's quite nice though. After dinner, bought a Juicy Couture key chain. Nad came to fetch me after awhile. Sent me to Dragonfly and he went to phuture.
Dragonfly wasn't that fun so after awhile, we cabbed down to phuture too look for Nad, Px as well as Mabel's friend. Balestier and home sweet home.
I like it when i can fall asleep easily!

Little Surprise whn you pick this small cup up.

Lobster.

I know that it is noisy and bulky.

Weekend:D

2011-09-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks nad for buying koi for us and delivering them to my work place:)
I'm so sleepy after drinking the Koi. I want to sleep now.
Glad that has got nothing to do now. 30 more mins to end work..
Planned to go MBS with adeline, shower there and go over to take river taxi to boat quay.
Plan failed. But gonna have dinner with Ade's family. Dragonfly with mabel as weizhen will be there..
Okay I really can't wait to knock off. I wanna sleep..
Weekend is here!! :)

2011-09-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

Mood less.

I'll survive you.

2011-09-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

Shut your words

Like a gun

And it hurts like hell but i can deal

Cause i don’t need you to want me

I've got my pride

I’ll survive you

Even with all these wounds

I’m alright

I’ll undo all of the damage you’ve done to my life

That’s right

Your not gonna see me cry

This time i’ll survive you

2011-09-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

Pissed off.

Last friday night

2011-09-29T14:21:00.002+08:00

Adeline with her smelly chao chao

It's Friday! Bugis with Adeline, Adrian andCheryl. We shopped and we eat non-stop.

Went to Adeline's place after that. Cam whore, Mac for supper and Final destination 5. Went back around 3am as most of them were tired. Drove down to Jalan tenaga to meet nad and his friends. Mj for the very first time with his friends. My luck wasn't good almost losing all of my chips and I'm in a sleep mode. But in the mid of the game, I managed to win quite a few rounds and in the end i only lose $8.
Reached home at 645am, bathed and knocked out.

MORE PICTURES AT FACEBOOK!

2011-09-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

Get that in mind.

2011-09-28T15:30:00.002+08:00

I always do that and I know that guys won't.

I really hope to see that ONE guy who will never let me go no matter how hard the situation is.
But I guess that will never come.

Swim

2011-09-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

Swimming with Mabel, Weizhen and Nad yesterday after work at Ferraria Park Condo.
It's quite nice there just that they don't have a deep pool. Oh yeah we swam at late evening and it's very dark. Moreover, my goggles are mirror coated. Meaning, it's damn dark until i barely see a thing. I should really get one more goggles for night swimming purpose. After swimming and finishing up our mac, we went sauna. Went to east coast park mac to chill and ate Holick ice cream, awesome. Let’s do it again!

2011-09-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog layout and i hope it's nice.

Best of luck girls.

2011-09-23T11:25:00.002+08:00

You can tell me how sad and stress you are. How bad your dad situation is. How bad your family is.
I believed you. But never did I know that all of them are made up by you. If you are having an average life that is considered more to the good side, and you are making all of that up, I think you are just cursing yourself. You cursing your own family to be bad, you cursing you dad to have illness. If that’s what you want, you will get them. You yourself told me that your dad is old and don’t have much energy. You claimed that this is your life and you can’t do anything about it. There are more things to say about you ML. In life, no one write your story. You create your own, now that you have created much about yourself.

Well on 6th of September, you texted me. You pretend that you cared for me. You told me how tired you were after working for a long hours, I sympathized you. But you took it for granted; all you did was adding more lies. In fact, you were at Malaysia with your girlfriend. I don’t mind. You could tell me and I will just end everything. What’s the point of lying? I don’t need it. I’m not a suicidal person. Why keep me hanging on? Isn’t it enough for you to have her? I don’t understand why must you have two? You told me that you were some kind or rather suffering from depression. I was always there for you whenever you feel that way. You told me that you are trying your best. What is that?

On the 10 September, it’s your 1 year anniversary with her. I texted you and wished you enjoyed. But you replied, “You know my situation and you still do this to me”. Now that I read the entire message that you sent, makes me laugh. I can’t believe you could be that immature. When in the fact, you went out with her. Call me making up this entire story. But I still have all those text in my inbox.

I still remember you asking me to book driving lessons for you. I topped up $300 in your account and never ever ask you to pay me back. Few days before my cousin’s wedding, you told me that you can’t go when you have agreed to go. You were unable to leave office. I told you to tell your brother and let you have just a little bit of time for yourself. But you said you can’t. I begged you to come. In the end, I said that I will still give my cousin red packet on behalf for you with my own money. But yet, you still didn’t turn up. Not even for awhile. This is how heartless you could be. I know. Now that I think it’s rather stupid to do that because all these while you took me for granted. Since you could be so heartless to me, why am I still treating you good? I know that this would happen to me because the period when you were clinging onto me, I can imagine what lies you told your girlfriend. She could spam call you, spam text you. But you didn’t reply. I guess history repeats and a leopard will never change its spots. You can treat her like this way and you can treat me like this. All I can say that you are just good for nothing. I really hope you won’t hurt your girlfriend anymore and I hope you would treat any other girl like how you have treated me when you have a girlfriend already.

I am glad that I look at the brighter side of life. I have moved on, no longer clinging onto something that’s not worth my time. Girls, if you ever met this kind of guy, I hope all of you will know what to do. I have been through a lot. This isn’t the first time. Well, we have more to learn. Each one made us stronger. One more thing, we shouldn’t let guys control our heart. We control ourselves.

Wish you girls Best of luck.
We could be really strong.

Climbing up.

2011-09-22T17:36:00.001+08:00

Washed my car before driving it out because it's full of bird shits.
Don't ever try your luck parking your car under a tree. You will regret.
Dined at Pizza hut and The Smurfs at 9.10pm.
Less than 10 mins from toa payoh to my house. Glad that there isn't any traffic.
Clumsy is so cute! Not forgetting the cat!

Johnny English reborn on saturday! Tickets booked!
Shopping on Saturday with weizhen:)

Alright I'm ending work in another 30mins. But still, I need to work till 11pm later.
Karrie, can do it! :D

Know everything before anything.

2011-09-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

A passerby that know nothing about me commented on my previous post.

22 Sep 11, 00:48
Passerby: I use to like reading your blog, because of the pictures and how innocent you are. However in the recent post, you made me realize all this while you are just a whore.

My reply: Thank you for liking my post and pictures. Even if you no longer like me you can stop hurting your eyes by reading. And no… Who are you to judge I’m a whore or not? How do you judge a person whom is a whore? By her blog post? How judgmental. I don’t know how many others are called a whore by you now.

22 Sep 11, 00:49
Passerby: Always trying to get close to guys by sms and presume that they liked you or you can make them yours.

My reply: I don't do all of the about. Maybe you did but you never succeed at all.

22 Sep 11, 00:49
Passerby: So what if you dont hate the guy and wish him the best with his girl, you still hurt the girl regardless

My reply: This is my blog and I write what I feel like and I strongly stand by it. I hurt the girl? Do you think it was me who hurt the girl or the guy? Firstly, I didn’t know that he got a girlfriend until I found it out myself. I didn’t want to spoil their relationship and so I suggested that I should leave him. It’s him who stopped me from leaving him you could actually read from my previous post. I didn’t make anything up. And what for I want to break their relationship? When I know it hurts to be heartbroken? Secondly, before I got together with him, I told him all about my past. How badly I was hurt by having three-timed by a guy.

He knows how badly I’m being hurt. But still he did this. I remembered me asking him this question. “You have a gf, and why the hell you love me in the first place?” His reply was “How you want me to answer this question”. “It’s either she leaves or I leave this triangle relationship. Only one will stay” this is what I always say to him. BUT he kept asking me not to leave him. He said that he will settle everything. He even said that he wants to make it like he didn’t two-time. He wants us to start afresh. Both of us were hurt badly I know.

The thing is I still bless them even if she still want to be with him which in assume she will because she is aware of my existence but she still hand on with him like what I did, unless he lied the same thing?

22 Sep 11, 00:50
Passerby: And no, you are not a victim in the whole episode, bcos its your fault for always trying to get guys and thinking they want you.

I’m a victim as well as the other girl. But I can only feel what I feel not others.
As I have mentioned above that I don’t try to get guys and thinking they want me. I don’t do that. Maybe you did that but you failed all the time? I feel sorry for you though if that’s the case. And I feel that you are assuming too much as well. Do you know me in person or judging me by my post again?

22 Sep 11, 00:50
Passerby: Stop being so delusional and grow up.

My reply: I don’t agree with the delusional part and yes I agree with the growing up. I’m still growing what about you? I supposed you stop growing at 10 years old cause you are talking like one. Maybe I’m wrong.. Maybe you stopped at eleven. I’m still learning.. Look at my post. What a big lesson learnt.

22 Sep 11, 00:50
Passerby: Constantly driving them around, texting them, having sex with them aint gonna get you anywhere

My reply: You must be really interested in my love life that it’s affecting you if I drive them around anot? Why not you tell me who you are and I will drive you around too! Haha.. you must be a really cheap lady that thinks that by driving, texting and having sexual relationship can take you somewhere? You mean to Hermes? Hahahahaha.. I don’t need them to get it for me. But by what you wrote, it seems like you needed them instead.

22 Sep 11, 00:51
Passerby: You disgrace your parents by constantly sleeping over at guys hse and bringing guys back home as a sex buddy.

My reply: oh no, now you are guessing how my parents feel towards this? Oh gosh, you need a doctor…. And you like to assume a lot huh? And no.. not all guys are allowed to stay and I can count by 1 hand and how many times I stay out? I am often not allowed to. Are you delusional? Anything else you wanna know? But please be polite when you ask ok?
For your information, I don’t do things to disgrace my family. And again, if you do not know anything about me, don’t judge me.

22 Sep 11, 00:53
Passerby: and I hate to tell you this, you really have no boobs, so pls do us some good and stop wearing bikini and shoving your flat chest at guys that are attach

My reply: So after all of the above, you add 1 more personal attack/insult? I know you wanna piss me off but please respect yourself and don’t stoop that low. Let me check your IP address and I will know your location somehow. Maybe I can find out something good about your physical assets too. And flat chested anot I know it myself. I don’t get the shoving part again.. You mean you do that?

22 Sep 11, 00:53
Passerby: Shame on you seriously.

Fated

2011-09-21T14:35:00.001+08:00

Malaysia trip with family..

Cruise Trip

I’m utterly disappointed about what happened lately. I never expect myself to be in this situation and unwillingly. I got to know a guy… ML. We were together for a short while before in our secondary school days but we were childish and we went our own ways ever since. We found each other again earlier this year. We texted and fell in love. I know it’s cheesy but I never expect to fall for the same guy again and he was actually pretty sweet since the beginning of our “friendship”.

We hanged out, I fetched him to and fro dragon boat, we laughed, we movie-d together and do things couple would do even though we were just friends. It felt so right and in place and we decided that it’s time both of us should get together. It’s mutual.

We had a beautiful start and I expect it to have a nice ending though I think the end is equal to when I die. Not few months later like now….. it died… and a terrible death.

My parents liked him and he stayed over my place very frequently. I went to his place too and his parents are sincere and nice towards me. I would think that this relationship is a good start with all these together.

1 month after our dating stage I found out something that broke every part of me INSIDE OUT. Everything destroyed in just 1 second. My tears started welling up my eyes every night ever since. I didn’t confront him but my face showed it all. I didn’t mutter a single thing and he insisted that there’s something wrong and asked repeatedly. Till he knows that the only thing he was wrong was that he two-timed me. And he asked if that was it… and yes it is. It hurts when he confirmed his relationship with another girl and with me in this triangle. At that instant I was angry, sad, confused and lastly DISAPPOINTED. I didn’t know how to react. I asked for his explanation… I know it’s ridiculous to expect an explanation and still forgive him but I really did love him…. As much as he made me feel that he love me too. THAT MUCH THAT I WAS SO READY TO LISTEN AND FORGIVE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW HOW OTHERS WILL LOOK AT MY RELATIONSHIP. HOW OTHERS WILL KNOW IM A THIRD PARTY. I STILL FORGIVE HIM. *he sings barney songs to me btw*

Then he explains… he never loved her never meet her for a very long time. They don’t meet frequently even when they are in a relationship and he really loves me. He said he love me as he lied more to the other girl than me. And the only thing he hid is the relationship he had with the other girl. WELL I WAS LIED TO AGAIN.

I tolerated knowing the fact that the other party is still around our relationship. Yes I was uptight, I was anxious, I was suspicious! But I can’t help it because I’m in this situation. Much more he assured that I’m the only one he love over and over again. It was so convincing I fell for it.

We went on a holiday together. Star Cruise to Phuket, Langkawi… and Malaysia with my family. It was so sweet like it was so real I was loved that much. Both of us in a cabin… hugging and talking about our future. It was so recent that I could still feel the heat of this whole shit. We had our future planned…. It was definitely going to happen. I know im naïve to think that far when it’s just a beginning of our relationship but no one can judge how I feel and how much I love a person when all I do is just blind and based on nothing but LOVE.

We would always drink Pokka Green Tea and have a lot of Kinder Buenos throughout our late nights. We watch movies and talk about everything under the sun. It was so cool and romantic! Simple at the same time.. the exact relationship I wanted and it was happening. Do you all know dream come true?

I had notes in my iphone with little sweet things that could motivate me to stay on to this relationship. Call me stupid again people. And the messages he wrote are still with me now as I type this.

It was real because he kissed me infront of his dad and we even wheeled him to the hospital. It was like I was there for him when he needed me. But the question was he when I needed him? NOWHERE. Ever since his dad got hospitalized he told he that he couldn’t meet for the time being unless he got the time as he need to do some family stuff. I agreed and do think that the stuffs that he need to do are important. So I waited patiently for him to be free just for me. It was days…. then weeks…. Whenever I got angry he would call me to assure me that everything is alright. Slowly phone calls stopped coming…. Texts got short…. Like it was fading. But I held on… then it was months… I was still waiting for him to meet me when he got the time… but it never came. Even when we ended… we used text. Which adds on to the insincerity.

He said he couldn’t break up with his other girlfriend because she is suicidal and afraid that she might do something stupid. All these while ML would remind me not to post anything lovey dovey on my blog and facebook. I had to keep things. Call me secretive.. I had to hide and wait for him to settle this with the other girlfriend. When he was with me he assured me by not touching is phone throughout the entire time he was with me. LIKE HE DON’T CARE ABOUT HER AND WHAT SHE SAYS. But after sometime he told me that she was suicidal again and he couldn’t break it off with her. Can you imagine he is with me the entire time from Friday evening till Sunday afternoon? It was so loving and he didn’t even touch his phone and that make me believed that everything he have for me is real that was why I gave in every single time.

I finally get over with this shit… I was so broken I had no one to talk to because I didn’t think it was anything glamorous to talk about. Now that it’s over… I want to tell the world that I have given up and no one should be asking me about this. It will just make me irritated and remind me that I was lied to.

I went through a lot and I can finally say it’s over. It may be a little funnier now because I no longer feel that hurt but I will never forget how my past few months was like. So torturing….

Now that he decided that it was only right that we break up after I mention it I think it is so true. Because I found out that he had been meeting her through other means. Thanks to social networking….. and final thanks to google. I found out that all these while he had been meeting her and he admitted to it after I asked.

I find this relationship is now meaningless and pointless. I can’t hold on anymore after everything above I have typed. I hope you know and feel that I loved you that deep ML. That I was willing to give up what others will think of me and even sacrifice my own well being to be with you. BUT YOU JUST RUIN IT. With your own bare hands.

I don’t deserve this just so you know ML. My last good bye to you. You might want to text me to get back all your things that are still at my place. They just remind me of all the shit memories you left behind. You are nothing but a jerk. Lesson learnt. I was stupid…. And I’m learning it the hard way.

Thanks for all the lies and patronizing texts… it just make me stronger. You killed me slowly and that makes it hurt even more. YOU COULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME THAT WE COULDN’T WORK OUT AND I WOULD FUCK OFF.

I CAN SAY NOW THAT I NO LONGER LOVE YOU AND NO HATE… NOTHING AT ALL. JUST PURE SWEET BLESSINGS FOR YOU AND THE OTHER GIRL. THE ABOVE POST IS JUST ABOUT THE WHOLE OF HEAD AND TAIL OF OUR RELATIONSHIP THAT I WANNA REMIND MYSELF OF BEING SO STUPID.

-----------------------------------------------------THE END---------------------------------------------

Revived.

2011-09-21T10:06:00.000+08:00

Morning! I'm so hungry but I'll be going down to the pantry to get milk later!
Fried rice for lunch from Adeline's maid. I bet it's gonna be delicious with fried onion along with it!
Bought 2 dresses and 1 top online the other day because it's ridiculously cheap! Now, it's here like! Been shopping alot. Guess i need to clear my wardrobe again. If not, mum gonna nag at me again.
The smurfs tonight! Tickets booked! Can't wait for Johnny English this Saturday too!
Since tonight's movie will start at 910, if I'm early I'm gonna do some shopping again! Shoes this time round! Enough of dresses for the time because I'm still gonna shop with weizhen on Saturday. Alright, I really need to save up for something.

2011-09-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

Glad that I'm looking at the bright side.
I gave up. Because we are not meant to be.

If you don't really mean them.

2011-09-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

What Are Words lyrics

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are wordsIf they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Can't wait.

2011-09-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

Its Tuesday today!

Meaning it’s the day to meet my laughing pills!
Lovely! My plan was to dine at Pizza hut although I had that on Sunday.
Its okay with huitian want to change plan but all I hope is that she would turn up!
No more coming late or so I hope. I feel like buying a cushion to put at the back of my chair although I have one Minnie mouse cushion that we bought at Phuket during our cruise trip. I don’t want to dirty it. So I’m not bringing it to work.
What’s lunch for today? I guess I’m going to cook Pasta. Shall we? But I forgot to bring hot dogs.
Guess I’m just gonna eat it plain. Sour cream and onion or Cabonara? WOOO! I’m hungry already! Hahah. Sharing Sour cream and Onion with adeline I guess. Shiok! Hope it’s nice!
Great! Johnny English and Smurfs this week! Finally!

2011-09-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

Movie on friday night? Movie on Saturday?
johnny english reborn, The smurfs and what?
I can't wait! Miss late night driving! Let's do it!

Nothing matters.

2011-09-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

Friday and Saturday!
Friday night went to Phuture for the very first time.
Nad asked me along as he was celebrating his birthday there.
Px and Yan came along too.
First time in my life I drank a weird drink with liquor mixing with milo.
After all, the taste wasn’t that bad.
Had sour plum shot, it’s nice indeed. Maybe we shall go the wine bar just for that drink:D
After club, nad friend, ivan drove us to joo chiat for fei fei wanton mee.
Gave a few pieces of wanton to nad and for myself, I had 3 wanton and I’m done as I felt super sleepy to even eat. Ivan sent us home and I guess it’s a fun night after all. Good to meet new friends!
Got home, bathed, brushed my teeth and retainer was on. Fall asleep as soon.
Woke up at 9am, and I can’t go back to sleep. Watch movie online with my brother till 10 or 11am. Went back to sleep until 3pm. Had my lunch and watch the television for awhile and back to sleep again, woke up at 7pm in the end.
Dinner with my family, we had black pepper crabs!
Reached home at 10pm. Met mabel and weizhen.
Nad came over and fetch us to powerhouse. He went powerhouse with me because his supper plan with his friends was cancelled. So he didn’t drink at all. All he did was take care of our money and girls. Just like a bodyguard. Haha!
Not quite a fun night. Most of them were super high and drunk. Again, I just hope that you girls will take care of your own safety!
Home sweet home and slept at 6am.

Family day on every Sunday!
Dined at pizza hut and that’s what I’m going to do again on Tuesday night with Edmund, Debbie, weizhen and hopefully huitian will be able to make it.
I bought 2 tops, 1 dress and 1 skirt. I need that soon! Catch those entire movies that I have missed!

Decided.

2011-09-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

It's already Thursday!
Great! Weekend is drawing nearer.
Ran around the park near my place last night with Jennifer.
We should do this more often! I'm becoming a ball. A ball that roll around the park hor uncle Ben...
Been thinking of where i should celebrate my birthday..
At first I don't feel like celebrating it. But now that i found a place and its still unavailable for booking So I'm gonna grab it fast and book it fast! Loyang pool terrace. I think it's rather nice i hope.
Most importantly hope all my friends will have fun:)

https://www.aloharesorts.com.sg/resort/loyang/pool-terraces

No one will be...

2011-09-12T17:39:00.001+08:00

This is exactly how I'm feeling right now.
I guess only god knows how I'm feeling..
To the extreme....

Grenade by Bruno Mars

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Dogs.

2011-09-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

Oh my god.. I wanna have a puppy
But my mum just won't allow ever since young.
So now, me and my brother thought of just buying a dog regardless if me mom allows us..
The most, we will get chase out of house with the puppy.
We are planning where can i stay if i got chased out.
Dogs are extremely cute i wish i can have a puppy as me birthday present please..
Went to pasir ris farm way with my brother on yesterday's evening. It's a so last min thing that we decided to go. Japanese Spitz, Long hair chihuahua, husky or Shetland Sheepdog!
My brother would want a Rottweiler if there it and my father likes Doberman dog..
There will be Doberman puppies coming in next 2 months. So gonna see them.
Saw a very huge dog..Tibetan Mastiff. Taller than me if he stands up. Head is bigger than mind and it cost 15k.

Shetland Sheepdog

Temperament
The Shetland sheepdog is lively, intelligent, playful, trainable, and willing to please and obey. They are loving, loyal, and affectionate with their family, but are naturally aloof with strangers; for this reason Shelties must be socialized. The Shetland Sheepdog Standard from the AKC allows them to be reserved to strangers, but they should not show fear. Shelties do well with children if they are reared with them from an early age; however, their small size makes it easy for a child to accidentally injure them, so supervision is necessary. Shelties are vocal dogs.The average Sheltie is an excellent watch dog.

Health
For the most part, Shelties are athletic and healthy. Like the Rough Collie, there is a tendency toward inherited malformation and disease of the eyes. Each individual puppy should have his eyes examined by a qualified veterinary ophthalmologist. Some lines may be susceptible to hypothyroidism, epilepsy, hip dysplasia, or skin allergies. The usual life span for Shelties is between 10 and 15 years.

Shelties are also highly susceptible to Transitional Cell Carcinoma (TCC). TCC is a cancer of the bladder, and can be diagnosed early by regular urinalysis from a normal veterinarian. Causes are debated between breed susceptibility and female gender and exposure to insecticides.

Dermatomyositis may occur at the age of 4 to 6 months, and is frequently misdiagnosed by general practice veterinarians as sarcoptic or demodectic mange. The disease manifests itself as alopecia on the top of the head, supra- and suborbital area and forearms as well as the tip of the tail. If the disease progresses to its more damaging form, it could affect the autonomic nervous system and the dog may have to be euthanised. This disease is generation-skipping and genetically transmitted, with breeders having no clear methodology for screening except clear bloodline records. Deep tissue biopsies are required to definitively diagnose dermatomyositis.

Japanese Spitz

Temperament
Active, loyal, and bright, the Japanese Spitz are known for their great courage, affection and devotion making them great watchdogs and ideal companions for older people and small children. Most Japanese Spitz are good watch dogs and they have a tendency to bark to warn off arriving strangers. The Japanese Spitz is first and foremost a companion dog and thrives on human contact and attention, preferring to be a member of the family. They are known as very loyal dogs. Despite their relatively small size, they are brave and consider it their duty to protect their family. They enjoy being active and love to be in the outdoors.They are intelligent, playful, alert, and obedient, and particularly excellent and loving toward children.
Life expectancy is estimated at 12-16 years.

Health

A Japanese Spitz puppy. They are a healthy breed with very few genetic problems. The main health concern for Japanese Spitz is the development of Patellar luxation, a condition in which the kneecap dislocates out of its normal position. They can also be prone to runny eyes, which is most commonly due to having tear ducts that are too small, or an allergy to long grass or stress. It is rarely caused by any serious eye defect.

Samoyed

Samoyeds' friendly disposition makes them poor guard dogs; an aggressive Samoyed is rare. With their tendency to bark, however, they can be diligent watch dogs, barking whenever something approaches their territory. Samoyeds are excellent companions, especially for small children or even other dogs, and they remain playful into old age. When Samoyeds become bored they may begin to dig. With their sled dog heritage, a Samoyed is not averse to pulling things, and an untrained Samoyed has no problem pulling its owner on a leash rather than walking alongside. Samoyeds were also used to herd reindeer. They will instinctively act as herd dogs, and when playing with children, especially, will often attempt to turn and move them in a different direction. The breed is characterized by an alert and happy expression which has earned the nicknames "Sammy smile" and "smiley dog

Samoyeds can be affected by a genetic disease known as "Samoyed Hereditary Glomerulopathy", a renal disease. The disease is known to be caused by an X-linked dominant faulty allele and therefore the disease is more severe in male Samoyeds.[5] Carrier females do develop mild symptoms after 2–3 months of age, but mostly[6] do not go on to develop renal failure. The disease is caused by a defect in the structure of the type-IV collagen fibrils of the glomerular basement membrane. As a consequence, the collagen fibrils of the glomerular basement membrane are unable to form cross-links, so the structural integrity is weakened and the membrane is more susceptible to "wear-and-tear" damage. As the structure of the basement membrane begins to degenerate, plasma proteins are lost in the urine and symptoms begin to appear. Affected males appear healthy for the first 3 months of life, but then symptoms start to appear and worsen as the disease progresses: the dog becomes lethargic and muscle wastage occurs, as a result of proteinuria. From 3 months of age onwards, a reduced glomerular filtration rate is detected, indicative of progressive renal failure. Death from renal failure usually occurs by 15 months of age.

Also known as Hereditary nephritis, it is caused by a nonsense mutation in codon 1027 of the COL4A5 gene on the X chromosome (glycine to stop codon), which is similar to Alport's syndrome in humans. The disease is simply inherited X-linked dominant, with males generally having more severe symptoms than females. Clinically, proteinuria is found in both sexes from the age of three to four months; in dogs older than this, renal failure in combination with more or less pronounced hearing loss occurs swiftly and death at the age of 8 to 15 months is expected. In heterozygous females, the disease develops slowly. The disease can be treated to slow down the development by use of cyclosporine A and ACE inhibitors, but not be stopped.

As yet there is no genetic screening test available for Samoyed Hereditary Glomerulopathy. If a carrier female is mated with a healthy stud dog, the female offspring have a 50% chance of being carriers for the disease, and any male offspring have a 50% chance of being affected by the disease.

Chihuahua
TemperamentA Chihuahua must be chosen with care, as the temperament of its owner can make a difference in the temperament of the pup. Ill tempered Chihuahuas can be easily provoked to attack, and are therefore generally unsuitable for homes with small children. The breed tends to be fiercely loyal to one particular owner and in some cases may become over protective of the person, especially around other people or animals. They do not always get along with other breeds and tend to have a "clannish" nature, often preferring the companionship of other Chihuahuas over other dogs. These traits generally make them unsuitable for households with children that are not patient and calm. Chihuahuas love their dens and will often burrow themselves in pillows, clothes hampers, and blankets. They are often found under the covers or at the bottom of the bed, deep in the dark and safety of what they believe is their den.

Health disorders
This breed requires expert veterinary attention in areas such as birthing and dental care. Chihuahuas are also prone to some genetic anomalies, often neurological ones, such as epilepsy and seizure disorders.

Chihuahuas, and other toy breeds, are prone to the sometimes painful disease hydrocephalus. It is often diagnosed by the puppy having an abnormally large head, or hydrocephalus, during the first several months of life, but other symptoms are more noticeable since "a large head" is such a broad description. Chihuahua puppies exhibiting hydrocephalus usually have patchy skull plates rather than a solid bone and typically are lethargic and do not grow at the same pace as their siblings. A true case of hydrocephalus can be diagnosed by a veterinarian, though the prognosis is grim.

Chihuahuas have moleras, or a soft spot in their skulls, and they are the only breed of dog to be born with an incomplete skull. The molera fills in with age, but great care needs to be taken during the first six months until the skull is fully formed. Some moleras do not close completely and will require extra care to prevent injury. Many veterinarians are not familiar with Chihuahuas as a breed and mistakenly confuse a molera with hydrocephalus.
Chihuahuas can also be at risk for hypoglycemia, or low blood sugar, which is especially dangerous for puppies. Left unattended, hypoglycemia can lead to coma and death but can be avoided with frequent feedings, such as every three hours for very small or young puppies. Chihuahua owners should have a simple sugar supplement on hand to use in emergencies, such as, Nutri-Cal, Karo syrup or honey. These supplements can be rubbed on the gums and roof of the mouth to rapidly raise the blood sugar level. Signs of hypoglycemia include lethargy, sleepiness, low energy, uncoordinated walking, unfocused eyes and spasms of the neck muscles or head pulling back or to the side.
Chihuahuas are prone to eye infections or eye injury due to their large, round, protruding eyes and their relatively low ground clearance. Care should be taken to prevent visitors or children from poking the eyes. The eyes also water frequently to remove dust or allergens that may get into the eye. Daily wiping will keep the eyes clean and prevent tear staining.
Collapsed trachea (reverse sneezing) is a health concern that is characteristic of the chihuahua breed.
Chihuahuas have a tendency to tremble but it is not a health issue. Instead, it occurs mainly when the dog is stressed, excited or cold. Cold can also present a problem for these small animals. They often enjoy wearing coats or sweaters when outside and enjoy digging and snuggling in blankets when sleeping.

Although figures often vary, as with any breed, the average lifespan range for a healthy Chihuahua is between 10 and 17 years.

All dogs are so cute..
But really afraid that they will have health problems..
Because all that will make me feel depressed.

What should i do for my birthday?

2011-09-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

As for now i got nothing to do at work. So I'm just thinking how should i celebrate my birthday.
Few months ago i thought of booking amara sanctuary resort at sentosa as pool is just inside the villa itself. but visitors must leave at 10.30pm and that's meaningless you see. I intend to book on the 1st of Jan so i could count down to my birthday which is on 2nd Jan but wait, 2nd Jan will be on monday. Meaning i got to book on 31st instead as it will be on the saturday and so people will stay later? I guess? Stress la! Moreover my birthday is a super peak period.. Meaning the most expensive period.. Oh my goodness.. Since Amara is out, i guess i should just book nsrcc bungalow? Maybe i should.

I want a Pappillon puppy for my birthday! But my mama just won't allow.. Sigh..
Thought of changing my car to Honda integra. But my brother says that it's too small. Wont be able to fit all of us in..

Delicated to Derrick Toh!

2011-09-08T10:46:00.000+08:00

First day of enlistment for Derrick!
Good luck and have fun in camp!!
As it is navy so i think its fun you got to swim or so. haha.
Anyway you will be booking on 2 weeks later. :)

Jerel and Sharon's Wedding!

2011-09-06T11:51:00.001+08:00

Cousin's wedding on the 4th of september 2011.
woke up very early in the morning 5am.. Prepared and headed down to my aunt's place.
Sat cousin's friend's car to fetch the bride together. Videod down everything and i can't wait to get married. Long way to go for me.. Went back to aunt's place. done with the wedding precedures and had buffet. my nephew, nigel came. oh my god. he is so cute!!!!! Home after that to rest.. Work up with a very bad headache. Go to the saloon and make my hair do.. tried something new and i hope it's nice..
ROM at 6pm and dinner at 8pm.. Everything ended at 11pm. Removed my make up and wash my hair like mad...Finally it's time to sleep! Woke up the next day feeling damn tired..but i still head to work.. Thank god Adeline is working with me:)

Photos will be upload soon...

2011-08-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

I'm turning 21 soon in january! Oh my god! How should i celebrate it?

Can i have nothing for birthday but just a wish that will come true on my birthday?
God, please be good to me.

2011-08-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

For all you know, the world don't need you:)

2 birthdays in a row.

2011-08-29T11:50:00.002+08:00

Kayden’s birthday celebration held at The Critine condo.

Pictures are still in my DSLR and yet to have the chance to upload them.
Kayden is 4 year old this year. How fast can it be! Again, his birthday cake is made up of two.
I’m with liquor and one without, Lychee martini and the other one is black forest.
Both are nice and the birthday cake is colourful. I shall upload the pictures again when I got home!
Oh ya, took a picture with my cousin because they somehow forced me to. Saying that i look like a dwarf standing next to a giant. Cousin Jerel taught me more about DSLR, because I’m still a noob. Got so much to learn from people! Weizhen came along too, fetch my family home and weizhen fetched my aunt home.
She waited for me under my block and I went up to change. She drove me to Sentosa’s Festive hotel for Chloe’s 21ST birthday celebration. I think we should gather soon! Miss the old time somehow. The days at ITE!

Headed home at 10pm and watched South Park with my brother till 12am.

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NEPHEW, KAYDEN!

2 cakes. RED is lychee martini and for the BLUE one is black forest. Nice and yummy! Soft:)

Cousin pay for this magician for $388 for just 1 hour of entertaining the kids.

HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY TO BOOBY CHLOE CHEONG!!!!

I wish to wake up with fresh kisses every morning. Miss it.

Last friday night

2011-08-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was different.
Head home after work on Friday and get myself prepared for powerhouse.

It’s different because I’m going without you and I tried to drink as much as I can so that I can actually know what will be the feeling of being drunk is. I drank nonstop while they go down and up, in and out.

Does drinking liquor using the straw will make you drunk faster? After all those drinking, I’m like freaking tired. They tried dragging me to the dance floor, but all I want is to sleep. First time I wanted to sleep so much in a club. After sleeping for quite sometimes, I got a very weird feeling and my stomach is really empty. The feeling of wanting to puke is here. At that time when I’m about to puke, the only one with me was wenkai. I covered my mouth and I signal him. Guess it’s too late to the toilet. So I just puked out all my gastric juice. No food at all. The feeling is rather alright because I’m not drunk just sleepy and puked. After puking, I continued my sleep. I can’t believe it that I sleep for the whole night and didn’t want to go down to the dance floor at all. I guess Friday isn’t as fun as Saturday. Maybe we shall just go on Saturday instead. I woke up after an hour or so, asking them if it’s okay to go home because I can’t really sleep well there. At that point when I’m alright, most of them were drunk already. So me and yan was like the one who took care of them after that. What a day. Yan’s friend came to fetch weizhen, yan and me home and because weizhen is drunk and feeling sad. Yan is hyper after dancing with a very good looking guy. As for me, all I’m thinking of is home, sleep and nothing else. I am still glad that someone is there for me even though we are at a different place. At lease he cares, at least he is worried when I’m alright. Knowing that I didn’t reply his messages, he called me to ask if I’m fine. Glad that.

After so long.

2011-08-19T16:55:00.003+08:00

Currently the company’s internet server is down and we don’t know the reason. So, we will just wait for the technician to figure it out while I type this in the MS word. Had breakfast before I travel to work but now, it’s only 1040am and I’m already feeling hungry. Yeah! It’s Friday today and that’s fast although I’m always feeling tired and lazy to get out of bed. But still, I get up in the end. Work has been good. Learning from the seniors can be fun and boring at the same time because they tend to talk a lot just like having lectures. Just that it’s a 1 to 1 lecture.
I like working here although it’s too early to say. But there are a few things I like compared to the previous company that I had work for. Firstly Adeline is here too. At least I get to talk to someone I know for many years not like the previous one. I can only talk to one lady and we got not much to talk about. Secondly the food here! The food here is obviously better! There are so many choices and most of it is what I like to eat. Thirdly, the venue! Work starts at 9am, wake up at 8am every morning, left my house at 8.35am and reach workplace at 8.45am or 8.50am. Good that I won’t be late and most of the buses can reach workplace. It’s rather comfortable here as footwear isn’t allowed in the office. We can be bare footed all the way until we go for lunch or home. First time I’m in office bare footed. The feeling is very nice!
I’m so hungry now! What should I have for lunch later? Prawn mee? Laksa? Kwuey chap? Damn hungry! Can’t stop thinking but I’m glad that I had my breakfast earlier.
I hope that the internet can be access soon. If not I can’t imagine me doing nothing and keep typing this.

Back from lunch. Had prawn mee dry instead of prawn mee soup because the person got it wrong.
I’m so tired now as there’s nothing for me to do and the internet still cannot be accessed. It’s Friday today and what shall we do? I guess I’m meeting pin xun after work as I asked him to download ladda land for me using torrent a few days ago, as my cousin kept asking me if the ladda land show is available on Funshion. Obviously it’s not available. So my plan after work is call him and make sure he is at home, go home, bathe and maybe nap for awhile and head down to his place. Guess I’m bringing my cousin along with me and I hope he is available. So what’s the plan after 10pm. 10pm because weizhen will only be free after her night class at SIM. That’s really far. What shall we do and where shall we go. At first our plan was to go prawning at bishan. We shall see…

It’s already 3.40pm now and the internet still can’t be access. Meaning we can’t shop online for today, no chatting on msn and other stuff. Without internet or Iphone, life is so miserable. We can’t get things done. Oh my goodness. Currently I’m typing in MS word as mentioned earlier I’m reaching a one page post. It’s like writing a composition for the first time in my blog with such a long post with chunk of words. Lately, I didn’t post any picture or rather a few pictures on my blog although I have a DSLR. Maybe I should continue my blog with photos if possible. I don’t post with lots of words but only letters. I used to write few pages of letter while I’m bored at work to someone. Not one letter, but a number of letters with my ugly handwriting but many times I tried my best to have a nice handwriting. Just too bad but it’s the content that matters after all. Appreciate it or not, you choose.

I’m so excited for what I’m not going to say. But just very excited and I can’t wait for it! So excited for many things god! I guess my life is getting better and better. Just got to think of the good things and be positive. What for we care about those who try to ruin your life/plan just do what you feel like doing but if it’s not meant to be, then don’t force it . Life is like this, we just got to accept it.

Sleepy mood! 1hr 45 more minutes to go heading home after work for a nap!
And I got the craving of kinder bueno! There are still a lot of kinder bar at my house I always buy a big box because WE love to it. Many times when we are hungry in the middle of the night, we will get out of the bed and get the kinder bars. Kinder bueno bars and Pokka green tea. That’s the best match ever!!

Finally the internet can be accessed.

2011-08-18T12:17:00.003+08:00

I’m so hungry now all because I have been searching for recipes in the office!
All cheese related! Oh my god I’m so hungry now!
But once again, I’m on diet ever since yesterday. So I’m not supposed to just eat what I feel like eating.
Everyone says that I’m much chubbier than before! If I don’t diet now, I will be like a fat roasted pig.
Firstly, I’m tanned enough and fat enough to be one roasted pig.
After browsing through all the recipes, I’m so hungry now and I can’t wait for lunch!

Back to working life. A good one.

2011-08-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

Been so long since I last update my blog!

Left my previous job because they asked me to do irreverent duties and slacked for quite sometimes at home.

Now I’m finally working again, as an admin executive at Adeline’s dad’s company.

It’s my third day working here and I think it’s rather okay.

Rather flexible and people here are rather friendly.

Best is I get to work with Adeline. Work life will be more interesting with friends around.